Everyone has had their heart-broken one time or another. Or has probably broken a few hearts. Why am I talking about this? I talked to my ex boyfriend of three years last night. Now, I broke up with him in June 09′ and we both insisted on staying friends and keeping in touch. Well that became hard for him I believe and now it’s just random here and there emails. He was a huge part of my life and my best friend when we were together as most couples are.
He was in the Air Force and we actually were planning to move to Colorado to start our future married life. I just knew it was not right. The whole last year of our relationship I was battling with myself on what to do. Finally I just realized I was not being ME :(. It was probably one of the hardest things I had to do.
Everything does happen for a reason. I broke another heart after that and then met my boyfriend now. I didn’t want a relationship after that three year one, the thought actually made me sick lol. I guess when you meet the right person everything just feathers into place.
I did have my heartbroken when I was 19. I know that sounds young but I was just devastated. He was 22 and we hit it off right away, I got along with all of his friends as did he with mine and we were always together. He was out of a 5 year relationship and had his heart-broken so I was all very sensitive on being “too much” for him. It was perfect! (In my eyes lol) We dated for a while and I think we went on like 3 dates MAYBE haha.
My girlfriends warned me that his body language says everything and he is not good for me. Huh? Body language? I was naive and young, he had one foot out the door the entire time and eventually met someone (while we were down the shore I should add) and broke it off with me. I just remember sitting by the phone waiting, hoping, crying for him to call. Well…he is happily married with a beautiful 2-year-old daughter now. So, obviously that day never came haha. Ugh I just remember crying on the floor and my Dad had to pick me up … Oh my heart was just so broken.
What is funny is I still reference him as “when my heart was broken” and my Ma said to me last month, “I don’t even know who you are talking about and you act like you dated him your whole life”.
Damn! LOL Welllll, that’s not what I want to portray but maybe it was my first real heartbreak…? Yes, I will take the cocky way out. 😉
I talked to him actually this week briefly as well. I wish him the very best that little shit. I can totally relate now though growing up and breaking a few hearts myself.
I most certainly don’t regret anything in my past at all. I am absolutely in love with my boyfriend and expect and look forward to the rest of our lives together. I know I am with the person I should be with, who else can I laugh with for HOURS doing weird voices and impersonations with? Who else could I sit next to knowing that arm was being thrown back as I am in mid-air sitting down for it to be curled around me snuggled up when my ass hits the couch.
I am in complete in love with my soul-mate and have never felt better about life.
OK! Sooo..one thing that has always helped me through every single crisis in my life is music. The songs that reminds me the most of each relationship I am going to list.
What are some of your breakup songs? Love songs too!?
OK! IF YOU ARE GOING LISTEN…LISTEN TO THE WORDS NOT THE FREAKING DEPRESSING VIDEOS!!!
My 3 year relationship: Here comes goodbye
Me getting my heart-broken (ugh I hate saying that lol): What hurts the most
My boyfriend and I now: Then
Now I know not everything matches up with every detail but this is what makes me think of each one. 🙂
Anyways, Not talking about the Phillies because I won’t jinx them. So I will show you my easy fast dinner I made last night.
I made perogies as well as some veggies. But I was starving and ate as soon as they were done.
Have a Fantastic Friday! xoxoxo